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Brother
“Out of a bed frame and a mattress we built a stagecoach,
a letter of inheritance was sped from coast to coast, from ocean
to ocean, through reddish boulders that concealed
an alien race always prowling after us, toward the distant horizon
and its infinity, from which our blue uniforms protected us,
until you found the Indian’s buried words, they separated
us, stole our common language. How did you become Solemn
Cloud, why did you start hating the cavalry as soon as you heard
it coming. You could barely remember, how we operated on dolls’
appendices, removed tumors with scissors, stitched the wounds
with mother’s yarn, and then tore them open, half out of
orthodox love, half out of medical
curiosity, being heretics, we gave birth to children,
Cesarean style, dressed them up as heroes, gave the dolls a manicure,
cut their hair always without permission, taught them
mathematics and natural science, and without pity, we pierced the heroes
that rose against law and order, although we secretly did the same,
as soon as we were left alone, in the setting of a pious play, two
poor knights were marching in step, they knew how to make a fortune,
how to steal from the rich and and tax the poor, we invented
a language no one will ever learn, in that language all boundaries
are invisible and fluctuate, or stay fixed when necessary, together
we created a space where eyebrows, positions, and overcoats can
debate with an accuracy of a gram, add clauses to contracts in fine print,
make additional conditions, back up the other and cheat him at the same time, call off
commitments, chain contracts. An adult saw only two little
Barbarians needing to be taught how to use a fork, when the judges were ceremoniously
weighing slices of cake and bloody hearts on the scales of justice.
But suddenly the common language died, the whole continent became deserted
in one year, although I kept building factories, roads and cities:
when I glanced at you, all I saw was a furrowed crust of land, and a people
that moved away from its surface, water flowed away from the map, reflected the empty
pipes, shrubs and fast clouds, that hid a nomadic tribe of
dead animals. You never explained how you became an alien race.
There were no words in the language, and we didn’t have anything else.”
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